Even when..

This is a test of his own medicine

this is a blessing in disguise
this is a way to keep his away
this is a way to give up to this long expected

you got away here
when I wanted give you my heart
you give up to my feelings
even when I forgave you

Now you come back
when my mind is busy
when I begin to take you out
of my own hopes

I need figure out how I do
my big task of forget you
I need figure out how I do
you can run across the wide world
putting away desire to scream
if you feel something about me

Maybe I should talk you over this
I want be happy, with you or with out you